I feel fake.
I feel bitchy.
I feel mean.
I feel anger.
I feel pain.
I look at myself in the mirror.
I don't see myself
I see a shell
I see a physically happier person
I see a confused girl
I don't see Kylie
Why am I feeling this low? I have so many positive things going on right now. I love my job, I laugh and feel on top of the world WHILE working, yet once I clock out and leave, i'm sad again. I love my co-workers, all upbeat and wonderful.
I love my family, laughing and joking around.
I love my boyfriend, though we fight and struggling right now.
I just feel there is nothing inside I me right now. I want to get away from myself, I want to run away from myself. I try to hard, for people to like me again I feel fake. I think if I be myself no one is going to like me.
I hardly eat.
I'm having troubles with my vitamins
I don't want food.
It makes me sick and tired thinking of what I have to eat next
I'm tired, I'm sad. But yet I feel I should be SO HAPPY and at time I am SO HAPPY.