Well I have everything together and organized for my appointment tomorrow, wow I have been looking forward to tomorrow forever it seems. I am just getting nerves and thoughts, that everything I've been thinking will change for the bad. Like what if there was a misunderstanding and she says I cant get the surgery! What if she says she needs to see growth in me before considering surgery! I'm freaking myself out. But maybe I am feeling more excited that nervous, I haven't felt excited about anything for a long time. I think I need to go take a nice long bath to relax, and then I'm going to bed. I will be posting EVERYTHING that happens tomorrow whether it be bad or good. Goodnight everyone.